The last day of studying

It's the last day of studying for like the whole year! Whoopee.

Nope I'm kidding I'm planning on mugging through the holidays if I get to promote. I'm such a horrible student but to be genuinely honest I just don't feel compelled to study. I don't feel like memorizing hundreds of pages of meaningless words that aren't applicable to real life. I don't feel like regurgitating a perfect answer just to obtain full marks. I especially don't want to be controlled and moulded by the education system.

It's the tests. The constant tests that you never get enough time to study for that get me. Every single test, that comes periodically and rather frequently just burns me out. I can't even be bothered to study anymore because whenever I sit for a test its the most demoralizing, meaningless thing ever. I'm not desensitized to tests. No, I'm overly sensitive to tests now.

I just want to get this year over with, complete project work well and hopefully promote to the next year. I mean, I don't want to waste another year in this hell hole of a education system. It's suffocating, it's narrowing my horizons, and the worst of all, it's killed all my curiosity and interest in learning. I like learning, I just don't like the shit that we have to slug through just to get meaningless little grades that apparently determine what we are supposedly able to do in life.

I'll continue this later.